Apr 061942
 

Easter Monday
Aberdeen
Dearest,
It is now 11pm. I’m sitting in bed just waiting for Percy to put the finishing touches to his nightly toilet and then we’re off to sleep. We’ve been roaming the banks of the Dee and not a few hills today, but I’ll tell you about that again. The only thing is I’m tired out and will only write now until Percy is ready to sleep. I tried to phone you today – this before I received your letter telling me the phone had been cut off. It was impossible to get a line, they were mad busy when I reached civilisation because we seem to have spent the day losing ourselves and then getting back almost to where we began. That sentence is as rambling as the day has been, but you will see that your letter did save some disappointment after all, although I, too, feel another link with home has gone. I’ll send you the club phone number and let you know when I may be there. Don’t forget you’ll have to make it a personal call.

Tuesday
Now to try to answer your letters. On the question of your need of a holiday, I have felt very guilty some time. You do need a holiday, sweet, and you deserve something more than a week, too, but that seems as much as we will be able to manage just now. We will let the whole matter lie on the table for a time because there are so many things which cannot be sorted out until we get to Torry. There is the question of whether or not I can get permission to sleep out with you for a full week and that in itself depends on where I can find for you. I have already got someone working on that line and and may hear something in the next week or so. When I do get it properly sorted out I’ll let you know and the sooner you come up the better because neither of us will settle down properly until you have been up. Do your best to make it a week. Two nights would be such a short time that I think we would be tempted to stay in bed for the full 48 hours and I want you in other ways than sexually – I mean in addition to sexually of course! To be serious for a minute, I think one of the things which has helped to unsettle us both is the way we have shown in our letters how much we want each other. No wonder we cannot settle down! I know yours have been very, shall I say, “stimulating”, to me. That may have also been the case with some of my letters to you. Therefore, apart from an occasional word of endearment here and there perhaps, I don’t think I had better describe my biological urges too minutely.
I have only answered part of your letters but I am going to try the experiment of catching an earlier collection tonight – the 6.30pm – and see if that reaches you any sooner. It’s almost post time now so must go. Many thanks for the regular letters you write, darling. They mean ever so much to me. I got your Easter Monday – or rather the one post-marked 8pm 6 April – by this evening’s delivery. I was glad to hear May is well but sorry you had such a time with Mother. Eric seems to have had the rough edge of her tongue.
I had a letter from Harold today. Will send it on when I have answered it, but goodness knows when that will be. I don’t seem to get time to write to anyone except you these days. My arrears of correspondence are assuming gigantic proportions and I’ll have to do something about it. Sorry this is so short a note. Will try to do better tomorrow.
Goodbye, sweet. Biological urges or no, I only know I love you now and ever.
Ever yours,
Arthur X
P.S. Will you tell Wendy I tried to ring her up on her birthday and explain about the phone. Tell her how much I wanted to be at her party.

From Michael to Arthur
Home
Dear Daddy,
Uncle Eric gave me a shilling instead of an Easter egg and I went to Hilton’s and buyed an aeroplane and it’s got a thing that goes round. I saw Ronnie today and he said “Do you want to see my boat?” and when he came out he said I could keep it. It’s got a gun on the front and funnels and a thing that petrol goes in. I’m going to sale it in the bath. Uncle Eric brought the mirror for my dressing table in his motor car. The mirror moves. Mummy let me have a little clock in my bedroom. The aeroplane’s got wheels and nice things on the end and windows. It’s a fighter and it’s called a Defiant. When I saw it in Hiltons on the shelf I gave the shilling to the lady and I carried it home. I’ve got money in my pocket – a farthing, a halfpenny and a penny and a ha’penny with a boat on and a shilling. My trousers are nice and clean. Ronnie gave me a piece of clay. When I was in the garage the mudguard came off my bike. I have eaten all my meals up today. Ronnie has got a big yacht with a little man on. I took my bus and racing car out and I found a little car at the back of the cupboard. Mummy has got a sewing machine.
Love from Michael

Mar 141943
 

Sunday
Home
Dear Daddy,
Mummy fell over my fort and broke it. We play out after tea. I help Mummy in the garden and we are going to plant some flowers tomorrow if it is a nice day. I hear nice stories on the schools on the wireless. We went to the canal and saw some boats and a man said he was going to open the bridge. We saw three barges and the last one was a motor barge. Auntie Chris gave me a sentry box for my fort. When we were at Grandma’s we went to the park and saw a lot of birds and the parrot said “Hello Polly” and the other one said “Cockatoo”. We went to the pictures last week and we saw aeroplanes and men going in them and they jumped out in parachutes. Another time we saw Kew Gardens on the pictures and Mummy said you had been there. The wheel is all right on my barrow and I carry shopping in it and lime from the nursery. The lady in South Road gave me two puddings yesterday and I ate them both. I can sing ‘Praise The Lord And Pass The Ammunition’. A man said to the South Road monkey “Come on Joey” and the monkey jumped down and sat on his shoulder and he said “Give me a kiss” and the monkey got back on the wall. The other day the knob in the kitchen turned right round and Mummy thought it was Wendy and opened the door and it was Tiger! I liked your letter about all the animals at the zoo.
Love from
MICHAEL XXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Dec 211943
 

Tuesday
Home
Dear Daddy,
I hope you have a very nice Christmas, I wish you cou cum home. we have put the decorations up. and we have sum holly. Im going to get a niger doll. Jen says she wants a teddy. mummy bought me some raffiA to-day.
a happy christmas.
Love from wendy.

Dear Daddy,
We have had our party at school today. We had jellies and blancmange and tarts and lots of cake and chocolate and lemonade. We had a Xmas tree and I got a bag of sweets off it and a horse. I hope you like your presents. Mummy has made the Xmas puddings and we will keep one for when you come home. There are two sixpences in them. We start the Xmas holidays on Thursday.
a HAPPY and Love from Michael

Jan 021944
 

Sunday
Home
Dear Daddy,
Thank you very much for all the things you sent me at Xmas. I like my station better than anything and I put all my soldiers in it and one of them was ringing up all Xmas night. I got a lot of nice presents. Mr Gardner made me two aeroplanes amd two soldiers with machine guns. Yesterday I carried all the rations for Mummy on my little railway truck that Grandma gave me. Mrs Perry gave me an Orlando book. We had a very nice Xmas Day amd we went to Nanna’s and Grandma’s and had chicken and a lot of plum pudding. We went to Sefton Park and saw Peter Pan and the birds and went on the stpeping stones. We saw about 20 aeroplanes being pulled along Queen’s Drive and some had bombs on. We have used up all our transfers amd I put one on my nose and my last one fell in the pan of milk. I took my new gun out to play in the road today and I took it to Grandma’s with me. I hope you will come home soon and then we will have another Xmas dinner and there is sixpence left in the other pudding.
Love from
Michael

Dear Daddy,
Thank you for my stocking and all the nice things you sent me. I like my new doll and her name is Mary. I like my sweets. Molly is staying with us and she has made some shoes for my doll. I played with Pats dolls. My nigger doll is called Topsy. Jen has a kitten called Monty and it is very wyld. When are you coming home. We want to go to the pamtomime. Tiger let the new year in.
Love from Wendy.

Apr 041944
 

Tuesday
Home
Dear Daddy,
We went to see ‘Peter Pan’ last night. When the children were in bed, Peter Pan came flying through the window and looked for his shadow. Then Wendy woke up and talked to him and said “I wish I could fly”. And Peter Pan taught her and the boys to fly. At first they kept just jumping out of bed and when they learnt they flew through the window. In the Never-never Land the Lost Boys were dancing with an ostrich. The crocodile chased the funny pirate and nearly ate him up. Then Smee put his hand down the crocodile’s mouth and pulled out Captain Hook’s hand. The crocodile had eaten the rest of him. Nana went head over heels when the children came home. The children’s daddy stayed in the dog’s kennel. At the end Nana had a puppy of her own and carried it in her mouth. We didn’t get to bed till 10 o’clock. We liked it better than a pantomime.
The Easter holidays start next Thursday.
Love from
Michael

Dear Daddy,
In ‘Peter Pan’ there was a pirate called Smee and he was tearing some stuff and every time he did it Captain Hook thought his trousers were ript. And when the boys were in the pirate ship Michael got Captain Hook’s hat off and threw it in the sea. And at the end a lot of little lights went in and out and they were fairies. And Wendy and Peter Pan were waving. When Tinker Bell was ill Peter Pan said if you believe in fairies Tinker Bell will get better. The children all said yes and Tinker Bell’s light got brighter.
When I went out with Mrs Dresser I got on the bus and Mrs Dresser and Linder were left behind and I got off at the next stop.
Love from Wendy

Jun 111944
 

Sunday
Home
Dear Daddy,
Many happy returns. I hope you have a nice birthday. Will the sailors come to your party?
Thank you for the cigarette cards and chocolate.
I have got the second reading book now.
This afternoon we went to see the Salute The Soldiers procession on the main road and there was a man on a white horse leading and Eddie was leader of the Scouts and he told Roy to keep in step. We saw two processions.
We went to the fair last week and we went on the dragons, and a little bus and we went upstairs on it. We gave a sweet to a donkey and we had a donkey ride. We went on aeroplanes that went round and up in the air.
I am taking all the weeds out of the peas. There is a little pea pod on the peas we planted in a jar. The blackcurrants are nearly ready.
Love from
Michael.

Dear daddy
I hope you have a happy Birthday. We went to the fair and we went on a horse that went up and down and we went on a two wheeler bake. last week we went to the pictures to see lost angel. I have got a new techer and her her nane is Miss Walters. Im going to Jens party and we’ve bought her a two pairs of socks and a drawing book and two pencils and I going to Cymthias party on munday. Thank you for the chocolate and cigarette cards.
Love from wendy

Aug 121944
 

Saturday
Dear Daddy
I am in the third class. The teacher is Miss Mitchell. Thre was a funny little man at the circus. Thre was a zoo with lions and a fox and a rat bigger than Tigr.
Love from Michael.

Sep 121944
 

Tuesday
Home
Sweetheart,
I’m writing your letter in bed tonight because it is already after nine and I’ve been on my feet all day. I’m not more than usually tired but it’s nice to be writing to you in bed, all comfy, with nothing else to do except shut my eyes! And if I do this now and again for heaven’s sake don’t get into your head that I’ve come to bed early because I’m ill or anything! If your letter is being written late evening it’s quite likely I’ll make a habit of this, for it’s a certain way of avoiding the evening attack of sickness. Looking after myself, that’s all!
The party went off well and as usual I found it far less exhausting than Wendy’s. Officially it was for males only, but, for various reasons, I included Cynthia, Valerie, and Isobel. I left these invitations fairly late to avoid other complications. The few boys seemed such a handful, not a proper party at all. Cynthia would have been coming to call for Wendy for Brownies at six in any case. Although Mrs G quite agrees with my idea of simplifying things by keeping Michael’s party to boys, she always gives him a present, and I always wish she wouldn’t because it makes me feel sore about not asking Val. Also it’s a bit awkward borrowing chairs from there when I haven’t asked Valerie! So, there being good reasons for including these two, I asked Isobel so that Valerie might not be left high and dry when the other two girls went at six. No doubt there is some bad feeling in the Perry and Threlful camps but I just couldn’t have coped with that rabble today. Another factor that made me include the girls was the certainty of Wendy not having even an apology for a party next April! So there were ten children altogether including our own, and this I found a nice manageable number – the Winters, Roy and Brian, Stanley, Johnnie, Cynthia and Valerie. It was Brian’s very first party – he’s two – and he was a scream. He doesn’t talk at all yet but he sat with a real sweet smile steadily pushing stuff back, and behaved perfectly. When Mrs Hawley came to take him home he pushed her firmly away and she had to leave him until the others went. As usual Stanley got right under my skin. In fact he was downright cheeky and I sat on him good and proper. But apart from that everything went off well. Your mother was here to see the start of the tea and was highly delighted when I lit the candles and cut the cake earlier than usual so that she could take a slice home with her. That reminds me – I saw Mrs Allen this morning and she did not receive your letter, so where it went is a mystery! Your mother got your letter this morning.
I enclosed two blades in the letter I posted today, and I’ll get your badges in town tomorrow so if they’re not enclosed in this letter it will mean they were out of stock.
I seem to have answered last night’s second letter except to say I’m looking forward to seeing the buttons and ribbons. The ribbons will be handy for baby clothes! Now I’ll go on to your Welsh letter, which had done some wandering. Although that was the address I was given several letters were sent to Caernarvon first and the secret seems to be to write “near Mold”. I must say you’re terribly helpful on the subject of names!! You were very firm about one of your children having Arthur among its names but now you condemn it as some outlandish notion of mine! Why, oh why? Some time, please, love, make me out a short list of names you like. This is a thing we’ve got to decide between us before all the relations start having a shot! You didn’t say what you thought of Katherine. I would have this spelt KATHREN, not to be snooty but to avoid Kath-er-een which I loathe.
There’s no point in pursuing the apple subject any further. The best aspect of it is that it’s made a definite break with Peter. He must have got wind of the affair for he hasn’t been near here since. Don’t worry about Michael, I’ve got him well in hand. He’s really very good especially when I remember what a difficult child he promised to be. You always have these problems when a small boy gets in older and bad company. It was no use my telling Michael that Peter was not his devoted friend. He had to be shown and this business brought things to a head and finished an alliance that caused me endless worry.
Well, love, my eyes are closing so I’ll leave your second letter till tomorrow. I’m feeling the benefit of these early nights and I’m sleeping splendidly. Eight years ago today we said our first goodnight in bed. If someone could have told us then that on our eighth anniversary you would be serving in France and I would be expecting my third child, how black the future would have seemed. And yet it hasn’t been, has it? And even out of separation we have gained a great deal. And I know we have good years ahead. Despite your doubts I look forward to the post-war years with keen interest because, whatever else happens, it won’t be a time of stagnation.
Goodnight, dear love. Maybe next year I won’t be in a lonely bed. My sweet, I love you so much.
Always your own,
Stella

Home
Dear Daddy,
Thak you for the birthday card. I will braw a picture of my cran. There was a very cross pig at the farm called Johnny. We watched the farmer milking the cows.
Love from Michael